Sunday Nathan would have been 8 Months old. It was a very difficult day. But today, the next day, marked the anniversary of the first time I felt Nathan move. So today I choose to replace the sadness with the happiness I felt with every little thump.
Today I was in the car and had to pull over when I heard this amazing song written and performed by Mercy Me (The Hurt and The Healer).
It speaks words that are in my heart. It speaks them louder than I can. Sometimes the power of a song is so great it leaves me speechless. This song did that for me today. All I could do was clutch my chest and cry healing tears. I am not alone.
It speaks of when "Glory meets our suffering". When "The Hurt and Healer collide". How powerful this is. That the Creator of it all, meets me in my pain. He meets me in my mess and does not scold me for my weakness. He collides with the ugliness and pain of this world and molds it into something worthy of praise.
Lord,
You are my healer. Thank you for your life, and for breathing life back into me today. You never forget me. You knew I needed you before I did. I am humbled by your love. "Deuces God, Deuces"
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