Just a little backstory....

Sunday August 7, 2011 at 9 months pregnant, My husband James and I arrived at the Hospital in anticipation of my inducement. Nathan was to be born the following day. Within 25 minutes we were given the shattering news that Nathan had passed away. My pregnancy was miraculous with no complications. How could this be?
Nathan was delivered Monday August 8, 2011. He was a beautiful little butterball weighing 8 pounds 12 ounces and measuring 20.5 inches long. With no Earthly reason for His passing, I created this blog with hope and purpose.


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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Every Little Thing

Today I was reminded that nothing we do in Gods Name, with a pure heart, ever comes back void. I really believe that one day I will hear two sweet words from The LORD "Well Done" It is all I ever need to hear. It is the most important thing I long to hear.
I have been horribly missing Nathan this week, and questioning if I am blessing others enough to help ease their hurt too. Because you see true blessing are when we bless others, and it brings about a peace in me, and makes me feel closer to Nathan than ever. Long story short I quietly blessed someone, and they returned the blessing to someone else that was strugglng. It reminded me that no gestures of kindness is too small for God. It reminded me that pain is only temporary, and when we help others in pain, it shows them who God really is. There will come a day when I will meet my savior face to face, and hold nathan again, The two things I long for the most. But until then I am going to show others that God is real. Not by huge billboards, and flashy Christianity, but just by being a servent. Just by doing the little things God asks me to do. I am finding that the more little things I can do to ease another persons heartache, heals me too, and brings me closer to God, and Nathan by proxy. And really that isn't so little at all. God knows my heart, and for the first time I can remember I am sad, but I am at peace. I have joy even with tears. I am starting to learn that God is in every little thing, becasue nothing is little to Him. He is in every Little Thing.